oh the feeling of knowing you did something right… like it will help other people or better somebody…
im trying to better myself ill use that term instead of change … change is like super drastic like … lol i dont know know… im making baby steps. and because my blog is my baby i thought it would be huge baby step for me… because its soo bittersweet i tell ya! yall i cried
18 days of procrastination to make that video & tell all the phuckingfab supporters that its OVER!
the thoughts running through my mind…. will i loose my support group will i loose the people who love the raw edge ….
but i kept thinking like im doing this for God, who better to please than Him, right?
this is HUGE for me! my blog is my love!!!!!! love of my life. my baby comes before any man …. i never felt so passionate about something in my life!
i feel that im doing the right thing….
will i stop cursing as a whole? i doubt it? will i stop posting pictures with curse words? naw but im not perfect…. judge me if you want … baby steps
might be a lil contraindicating but i dont care … im doing this its done! im nervous but at the same time im excited. so i hope a lot of people take action and send in entries :) im excited!
heres the link to the video just in case you missed it