ok dang its over? 1st semester senior year finished. this has been my most craziest year. i have heard and had drama before this year but this year has been the most drama-fied lol seriously incident after incident fights, the action of being fake was shown repeatedly. it was getting to crazy. things just kept happening event after event. the stress was mad crazy 2009 was beyond crazy. i kept having break down after break down ugh it was terrible. the bad out weighted the good grades started to drop second nine weeks b/c of all the damn stress. rumors, parents, grades, drama church. omg it was all tooo much. i was dropping friends like flies. people were changing who they really were or whatever. started not giving a fuck. got close to God then drew away from God. mad at God. frustrated with my parents especially my dad. its like the issues wouldn’t stop. me n ron had problems lost my virginity to sum body i didn’t love. me n ron broke up after one year depressing him going to college changed us both for the worst. sigh. it was ruff very very ruff. mane i been so hurt in 2009. but now its 2nd semester senior year and this year will be my year its 2010 bitches!!! lol mad as hell at the world still im working on the parents. im working on getting closer to God its going to take some time to get me all in order b/c i cant seem to stay at the focus wer i need to be, but my friend in a crisis
Ugh I swear I gotta prove my bitch ass daddy wrong. He gotta learn to let go of the fuckin pass I know I fucked up in 9th grade but that was 9thgrade and this is now I’m doin Bella better than I was then shit. Mane I wish I had on of those dead beat daddys who don’t care about they kids I hate him sooo much he ain’t never been non nice. Ima prove his ass wrong with whatever I wanna do in life Ima do it. Ima graduate Ima go to school / college and I do what I got to do then and then Ima just cut his ass off I don’t need him to be proud of me anymore guck my daddy.
“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe”—